Depressed/feeling bad about something

[Charcoal]

oooo! chocolate.. too bad i have none... do you have any you could possibly send thru the computer??

[Muse]

I hope things are better for you now Charks!

[Charcoal]

thanks, muse! yeah, im doing better now!!
but its kinda annoying because my little sister always has to tag along with me and my friends when we do anything.. hrumpf!!

[Charcoal]

hmm.. idk if this is the right place to post this, but if not, sorry.

so... lately, i've been feeling self-concious about my stomach. it's not big, just puggy. my bf likes to play with it sometimes, and idk.. i just feel like it's makes me ugly to other people. honestly, i think i would like my stomach if there wasnt so much pressure from everyone to have a flat stomach.... idk.. it's just been bothering me... especially now that it's summer and it's warms here. i want to wear tighter clothes and of course my first 2 piece swimsuit, but now im feeling self-concious,.,... idk